Archive for the 'Sadness' Category
Reading about the latest in the series of bomb blasts and shootings in Bombay makes me sick to the stomach. Will this mindless violence ever end?
May those who lost their lives today rest in peace and those who are injured make a speedy recovery.
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November 26th, 2008 | Posted in Death, Sadness | 2 Comments
All my life I grew up feeling entitled to a whole lot of things like a happy childhood, loving parents, a roof over my head, clothes the way I wanted it. You name it. In the natural progression of things dictated by what my peers did, I felt entitled and more often than not, got […]
October 30th, 2008 | Posted in Ramblings, Rant, Sadness | 8 Comments
As is my customary ritual I emailed my cousin V detailing my weekend jaunts. She replied back in an hour talking about her weekend and finished of her email with news of a family friend’s death. Somehow, reading her email made me feel sad. Real sad.
For the longest time when I lived in CBE, V’s […]
October 6th, 2008 | Posted in Death, Feelings, Kovai, Memories, Sadness | 7 Comments
In one of my regular conversations with my friend, we went down a rather thought provoking discussion on how does one discover their calling in life. What if I went all through my life not knowing I was destined for something different. It could be as trivial as a change in career or something that […]
September 30th, 2008 | Posted in Children, Help, India, Life, People, Sadness, Social, village life | 3 Comments
K and I drove with a friend to visit a colleague who was in the hospital after something he ate did not agree with him. While the details of what exactly is wrong with him are murky, seeing him pale and tired in the hospital bed drove home the point how much we take our […]
August 29th, 2008 | Posted in Life, People, Ramblings, Sadness, reflections | 4 Comments
As my mom spoke of yet another good friend who lost her mom this past week, I slipped into a melancholic state. The raw feelings of grief that washed over me when I realized my dad’s loss revisited me all over again. No matter our age, it is always hard to deal with the loss […]
August 8th, 2008 | Posted in Appa, Death, Feelings, Life, Sadness | 2 Comments
Friday night we had a graduation party to attend to. Armed with The Code Book by Simon Singh, we showed up a few minutes into the party. As we sat around in their spacious living room and exchanged pleasantries with the other guests, I noticed that almost all of them who were there had kids. […]
June 23rd, 2008 | Posted in Education, India, Life, Musings, Personal, Sadness, nostalgia, reflections | 13 Comments
You know you are a generation past when
Thoughts and images of college days and beyond appear sepia toned in your mind
Testimonials on Orkut make you go “What are they thinking??”
You don’t wonder if you should get your hair “colored”. You think when next to do it.
You realize you have three nieces and a nephew
Your have […]
May 21st, 2008 | Posted in Feelings, Humor, Inner Voice, Life, Memories, Moods, Musings, Ramblings, Sadness, nostalgia, reflections | 4 Comments
After almost half a year of sharing most of the inner workings of my mind, today I am at a loss for words. I sit staring blankly at the editor in front of me. It is one of those days when I feel a disquiet rustling inside me. The stirrings of a deep seated craving […]
May 7th, 2008 | Posted in Change, Feelings, Frustration, Help, Inner Voice, Life, Moods, Personal, Ramblings, Rant, Routine, Sadness, reflections | 14 Comments
Down and out is how I feel
When all of future resembles the current day
I can feel sadness welling inside me
Like a wave ready to crash
Yet I blink and carry on
For there is no reason I should be sad
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May 6th, 2008 | Posted in Diary, Feelings, Inner Voice, Life, Moods, Musings, Pain, Personal, Ramblings, Sadness, Solitude, contradictions | Comments Off